This is maybe one of my resolutions in 2022. this just my confession, without expecting more, because it seems there are feeling that you have to take care of.
Maybe today or tomorrow, after you open this blog, that expression you'll have, is enough for you to hide yourself. Don't tell me about that expression. Waiting for this day & writing this blog is already making me confused. I hope this time, I see you as Rima and You see me as Rizki.
Hi, for you who are reading this blog. How are you? if were in your position right now, I would be confused and surprised. Maybe in 2008 we met in a funny way, You are my junior classmate, and then who is also a friend of my friend and finally we can know each other.
When we get to know each other there is a feeling that really disturbing me every day, and it's very difficult to express because of the complicated conditions at that time. But finally for the first time I can to told you about my feeling when I graduated form school, because I thought I would never see you again.
As time goes we meet again at the same college, and we have met quite often, like at McD for Ica's birthday in 2017, then at BurgerKing on your 21th birthday, and also the other meetings.
The funniest & disturbing thing since we met again , I often dream of you and I think of you the next day. wanted to say "Hi" on text but then undo😑. what my intention to say hello?
This really freaky how come I still like same person from 2008 and has a big impact on me right now.
I know that you don't want to change our friendship status, I understand and I really appreciate that.
This is really purelly my way of making peace with myself, and getting away from the things what have been bothering me.
After this blog is finished, I hope everything will return to normal, I can still be your friend, and I'm still happy if you invite me while hangout with your friends.
Thank you for reading to the end, and may we all always be healthy.
-R-
